[29/06/2026] AHHH okay today was super duper exciting because i was looking for cosplays for the con again and someone had uploaded I Nandesu Ena outfit!! Enas outfit has always been my favourite, i was willing to settle for Mizuki but this is so exciting. It was £30 no wig, and my dad did not offer to pay :( but its okay!! This is genuinely my dream cosplay so im so so excited. I also read some peak pjsk angst fanfics today, its been awhile since i've read fanfics so there was lots of new stuff to see yummy yummy. I also looked at the project sekai events and the next one is MMJ but im happy with that because it gives me a chance to get some crystals before the next nightcord event whenever that will be, as i only pull for nightcord. Yayayay.

[28/06/2026] Today I listened to Project Sekai songs basically my entire shift, and back when i was really into the game i could name almost any N25,VBS or WXS song that played but i've forgotten them all now which is so sad but dw im gonna lock back in and re-learn them all. One interesting thing though was I was liking songs I used to not like, for example when DNA by N25 came out I didn't like it very much but I guess I've matured because it was actually so good today. Also I'm stuck between two cosplays for con, Mizuki or Nene. Nene i think is cheaper overall because the seller is selling the wig and the costume whereas for Mizuki I have to buy them seperate but also...I Nandesu Mizuki... and the Mizuki wig got discounted by two pounds today which i think may be a sign. Maybe I can buy one thing and convince my dad to buy them other...Anyway I really wanna get back into playing the game but my tablet is genuinelyso slow and its only 32gb and literally only having the game installed pretty much takes up all the space and makes it lag. I might have to invest in a new one but i already wanted to buy a new laptop because mines literally falling apart and part of the motherboard fell out. Ughhh theres so much I want to buy. Anyway I do wanna look what PJSK event is next cause if its nightcord i might have to join again.

[27/06/2026] Okay, so i used to be big into Project Sekai but I've recently taken a huge break, like probably close to a year, but i think I'm gonna get back into it because I honestly love the game so much. My favourite characters are Nene, Ena and Mizuki and my favourite groups are Nightcord and VBS but I also find MMJ super cute, i wish i liked more of their songs. My favourite song and event in general was I Nandesu and that song genuinely altered my life XD. I was so upset when i saved up but didnt get any of the cards, and then one day i was at my grandparents for a big dinner and i was doing a round of free pulls under the table and pulled Enas card and i had to act like nothing happened because no one there would understand what this meant XD. I feel like i kinda lost my passion for everything i enjoyed but now i've finished college i'm starting to like everything again! ALSOO I'm going to a con with some friends in August so i was looking for a cosplay and theres a reasonably cheap Mizuki I Nandesu costume on Vinted and i REALLY want it, but i barely got any money this month...i wonder if i could convince my dad to pay for me...jkjk...kinda. ANYWAYY its actually gone midnight so i need to sleep, i spent so long trying to make the background image work on this website. I also need to figure out what the text version of a crying emoji is cause i need it.